I hurt myself today, to see if I still
feel, I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real, the
needle tears a hole, the old familiar
sting
try to kill it all away, but I remember
everything, what have I become?
my sweetest friend, everyone I know, goes
away in the end,
and you could have it all, my empire
of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you
hurt
I wear this crown of thorns, upon my
liar's chair
full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair, beneath
the stains of time,
the feelings disappear, you are someone
else, I am still right here
what have I become? my sweetest friend,
everyone I know, goes away in the end
and you could have it all, my empire
of dirt
I will let you down, I will make you
hurt
if I could start again, a million miles
away,
I would keep myself, I would find a
way
